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2 days in a row now I have done this yoga video. It has been over 4 years since I have participated in any yoga (consistently enough to call it participation) and in just 2 thirty minute sessions I feel as though I were back in the rhythm of the flow again.
I had many realizations in this class session but there are no words to use to explain any of those ideas, and to try would only take away from the idea as it is. I will say this, I have many blockages and need to be more dilligent in working through them. I need to stop blaming others for my pain/discomforts. There are so many good and helpful and even loving people in my life. I intend to be more thankful and grateful for them and my life. 
No matter how bad it is in that moment, it is only bad in that moment as the world keeps spinning and is forever ongoing. Each day is new and brings with it newness to be discovered and explored.
Thank you
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Suck it SF!!

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Hey San Francisco! Listen the FU** UP! You have pushed me to my limits for the last time. You have stolen from me, you have taken all of my money (even when I didn't have any) you have damaged my car multiple times. You have driven me to new levels of anger, you have put incredible strain on several relationships! You have even robbed me of the joy of a birthday.
I hope you fall off of California and sink to the farthest depths of the Pacific Ocean.
San Francisco! It's the worst. The weather, the people, the cyclists, the dreary architecture and glum landscape… just ugh—why would any sane person want to live in this urine-scented homeless/Tweeker wasteland? 

San Fran  You can suck a bag of dicks.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=CzbURU…
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someone please inspire me, as I can no longer seek inspiration from within.
I feel like I'm wasting so much time. Like I'm supposed to be with someone and somewhere doing something differently. Yet I have no answers to any of these things.

...why can't I speak to my guides? What's keeping me where I am and why do these cycles keep repeating in my life?
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"Maintaining Your Focus
In order to live fully and creatively, it's important to stay focused on following your own energy. This focus allows your channel to remain open to the energy flowing through. It's so easy to loose focus, to get lost in other people, external goals, and desires. And the problem is, we do exactly that: we loose out connection with ourselves. As long as we are overly focused on the outside there will always be an empty, hungary, lost place inside that needs to be filled.

Living as a Channel
Channeling works in two ways: energy either flows through you or others, or from others to you.
As you become increasingly conscious of the flow of life moving through you and through everything and everyone else, your body will become capable of channeling more energy. The more energy you are willing to receive, the more you'll be able to give.

…learning and growing from every experience that we have."
-Shakti Gawain,
   Living in the Light, pg 50-52
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Perpetual Tonic

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Originally written on 10-13-09
"If you do not feel yourself growing in your work and your life broadening and deepening, if your task is not a perpetual tonic to you, you have not found your place."
-Orison Swett Marden
Wow so much has been said there. Now I can feel myself growing all the time especially where I work right now (at Big Basin Laboratory). But I know what I am capable of bringing to the table and I feel like Big Basin is only holding me back. They don't want what I can offer them. It's not that I've found great reverence in my work, but rather I'm just so damn busy that I don't realize how I feel. So when I take time to think about and get in touch with how I feel, I can't really come up with any answers. I'm so neutral on the subject right now. I'm not sure if I'm actually enjoying myself or just so busy that I can't feel the reality of me just waiting around for the next best thing, or for my seasonal employment to end. Which ever comes first. Right now I feel that it's good to be able to just sit and think. To ponder where I'm going or plan on going next. It will be interesting to see what I come up with.
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